Blog 07-07-10

Blog 07-07-2010

Well I am convinced that the Social Security Benefits office and the U.S Postal Service are two of the most boondoggled organizations that have ever been made. I am treated very poorly by both and in dire straits. Putting in a change of address does not mean that you mail will follow you in a timely manner. After all that they charge for making sure the mail is sent and they want more money to do a lousy job. Even though the day has been very frustrating I am feeling well. I can say I am blessed with good health. My spare time has been spent in prayer and writing a short play about two vatos that mimic my life. It should be ready soon. Then to see where the play can be seen. Thank God for my health, hope he can get the Social Security and Postal Service to work like they are suppose to.

God Bless

Blog 07-06-2010

What a great Fourth I had, spent it with some wonderful family, I was blessed like I have never been blessed before. Thanks to John and Martha Rasco, thru all of this they have been patiently waiting with love. Good food and great fellowship was had by all. I feel wonderful today and it is because the Lord has blessed me with renewed strength and vigor. How wonderful it is to bring everything problem to him and He just fixes it. He has also given me new insight of what I have to do for him. This is exciting time for me. My mind is just a buzz with ideas of what I can do for him. Well I am at dialysis and need to just rest a bit but Saludos and much love to all

God Bless

Bear

Blog 07-03-2010

Having problems with social security, they have not sent my money to the right address..This is the second time since they reinstated me. But the Lord will provide and things will turnout well. Today started out well, I feel good a bit sore but doing well. I am at dialysis right now and it looks like I will feel a lot better after I get of which means that my body is starting to adjust to the treatment. Praise the Lord, I have been praying that it would happen sooner than later. The Lord is amazing, my life can only get better with Him.

God Bless

Bear

Blog 07-01-2010

Today was a better day. Still had shortness of breathe when I walked or climbed the stairs at the apartment. I am sitting here at dialysis and challenging my dry weight. I pray that this will help me out and I am able to continue a normal active life. With two rambunctious boys I need all the energy I can muster. I am also very blessed with all of the loving responses to my hope mail post. I feel very loved by those who are also loved by the Lord. We all go through our trials and tribulations, it is a blessing to go through it with those who love you in Christ. That was the whispers of the Evil one telling me I had no one to turn to and should do it by myself. Sadly I listened to him and just fell off the earth. Well I can to the realization that the Lord is the only way to be able to make it healthy or not. For his grace will protect us all.

God Bless

Bear